It seems to me sometimes that, life has taken us so far away from the open heartedness of love… why even from the 50’s to the 60’s we see how affections have died down, and have re-taken shape. The roles that lovers play with each other ….sometimes even values, and expression.
There really is no “right” or “wrong” or indifferent, I don’t guess… only what feel’s best to us…not in a momentary way, but in a deep and real way that is good for our soul.
The medicine, we are calling out for.
We can become so lost from love that one’s ability to give and receive love freely can actually be scary to someone because we are going… “what’s wrong with this person?” …. “How will this bode for me?” … “They must be crazy” … this ulterior motive, or alternate defense that pure real unbridled love so often triggers in us… but what? … what is it that we do not trust?
We are used to closed off love, and anticipated love, and love with lots of fear attached to it… but that is all false…
We have the ability to love pure, real, deeply, intuitively, and without remorse… but this should not be confused with delusion because we can assure you that as soon as you see the opposite of a hearts true intention, you can call in your cats, and call the show over , in trust, knowing that everything happens for a reason… how? How can this be so… when you are balanced within yourself, and your joy does not come from another …from no outside source but your heart, from outside sources It is only enhanced, and further built and shared.When you know that hurt is nothing more than an opportunity to grow and to converse with your heart… when you trust, when you honor that you ARE love.
All of these women…. And men… souls…seeking, none, an Island….and yet so afraid to admit that we might “need” each other here… that we can help each other, teach each other, and grow. Holding back feeling…. having amazing days when they receive love…. if they do not receive it…look out… So often I see this love coming with expectations, and conditions… you did not meet my story or standard about you for the day so I am done… but what if that story, and that day WAS love… acting on one of its measures to serve the heart further open….
So its best? To not make that guess, and to just keep on loving….just because you are the source of it, and it feels so good to love.
Because to not love pains you, and no one else… it’s like leaving any mess and thinking its there for someone else to clean up… on the contrary, it’s your karma…and energy exchange… so, perhaps you should pick your stuff up….follow your heart….don’t be afraid to be “wrong” learn, and grow….and love always and often!
Don’t be afraid, because fear is an illusion, and know what it’s like to have people in your life who will see a fear, and get that it is just that, and even if you “hurt” them….they know that hurt is not real, it is all a story, it’s ONLY love …. And everyone together can rise above.
I don’t believe in perfect people. I believe in perfect love.
I don’t believe in tossing people out, or holding grudges, I believe in speaking the truth, and offering up chances for people to learn and grow, and to do the right thing… Hell… if I held everyone down for every discretion, I would hate myself…. No one else… for I am human to, I have also lead this on and instigated the darkness in my fear as well.
So, I find for me now…. It’s been to show up… to take the lessons, to return to love.
I feel a ball is being tossed back and forth upon the tennis court, and with each toss be it foul, or received, I feel I am learning something…. We are learning something collectively. So I shall play while I / Where I and how I am called… purely, without remorse, and with all the right cause. I am loyal, if nothing else. The ties that bind me, are the same essence of nature, mud, clay, and ether that behind the universe, we are for now and ever more – love ….growing…humans in this present moment. Om.
Live Holistic Los Angeles, Only Love.
by Ashley Davene